Anyway, my intention was to carry on with English and Psychology, but begin Textiles with the possibility of doing both AS and A2 in one year, but when I went to college tonight they told me that they aren't running Textiles next year, which puts me firmly back at square one.
This means that I can carry on with any three of my four subjects next year at my current school (the thought of which makes me want to die) or I can carry on English, Psychology and Chemistry at college, and there is absolutely no way that I'll be able to get a decent grade in Chemistry, today's lesson went completely over my head. It was one of those where the teacher has a fantastic idea that we will "teach each other" so nobody knows what they're on about and she gets to sit on her arse all lesson.
GUH.
So I don't know what to do next year, and I don't know what to do after sixth form, and I don't know what I want to do in life. Maybe I should just resign now and settle for a job in a SCS or something, not that there's anything wrong with that, it's just that I always thought I'd do something cool with my life.
I guess I could write that novel I've always wanted to write. HA
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